February 2011
Anonymous asked: I didn't know you could dance.
Fucking Snow.
So you know when people fall, it’s suuuper dramatic?
Well I’ve been falling a fucking lot lately. Well today. I slipped hahaha. and when I fall for some reason, I think I hold for my breath for a second and fall. And so I fell. And my friends didn’t see a thing until I was like “Ugh.” on the ground. hanging my head saying “Fuck sakes.”
and the only thing...
Truth.
I don’t wanna make a fool out myself doing this choreography.
I’ve been dancing for fucking hours now trying to get the beginning of this routine down. Oh lawwwd.
The past is a good place to visit but don't linger...
I know, getting over things isn’t easy. It’s probably one of the toughest things you can do. But reality is bro?
The world is still spinning and time is still ticking and people are still moving. The sun will still rise and set and the moon will still continue to glow at night.
Visit it, reminisce, but you’re going to drown in your misery if you stay. Misery is a shallow pool,...
Oh shit.
Who fucked up their sleeping pattern with me over these 5 weeks?
WOOP.
julibaby:
Smoking a ciggerette on the daily? You’ll die 10 years earlier. Drink alcohal daily? You’ll die 30 years earlier. Love someone while they love someone else? You die. every. fucking. day.
Dear anonymous taking internet cooking lessons...
Okay. I’m totally giving everything away.. but Yeah, that’s it for ya.
I don’t know where you live but here in Calgary you can just get it at your normal superstore, It’s nothing big. just look for something with the spices. I mean I have a hard time finding it myself, but yeah. There you go.
Just season this on top and you just made fries like me hahaha. It tastes...
Keep running through my mind, jog my memories...
She tells me she’s in hell, I tell her to take a breather. I’m nothing like your woman but I can’t love you neither. It’s wifey over bitches, but moneys over her ‘cause money is under nothing. My life is such a blur.
I would actually do this.
To make a long story short. This guy found his girlfriend of 5 years was cheating on him, he called a radio station to dump her live on air and find out if she’s cheating. She thought he was going to propose, she was wrong.
If I was with someone for 5 years and I find out that she was a total fucking idiot.. Yeah, I would definitely… tell her to get the fuck out, pack her things and...
I need to get my shit together.
I really cannot afford to bomb math this semester. Please, 50%. That’s it. I failed chem, and if I fucking fail math too.. I’M NOT WILLING TO GIVE UP THAT MANY SPARES. If I just pass math, and do summer school, I can still do my 6 classes next year.
And of course it would be courses I fucking hate right. Lol, who am I kidding, I hate everything except English and Social.
Math, Chem,...
A bone to pick.
If you have problems with someone at no fucking point in time is a person given the permission to dismiss the problem at hand and attack another aspect of the persons life.
For instance, being a youth pastor and because one of your youth left the church, say fucking spiteful things to one of the youth while you are I don’t know, 30 years old?
For fuck sakes buddy, since when were you sat...
Dance.
I was making choreo. today, it was actually quite entertaining haha. Anyways,
Decided the song is going to be
Set fire to the rain - Adele
I think it just felt like me while doing it. :)
Thank you Fernando and AJ for helping me tweak what I have so far! And Shaun for watching us!
January 2011
Me and my mom.
I went to go grab my brush and I turn to my mom who was fixing her hair and i’m like “WHY ARE THEY PUTTING THOSE PICTURES ON FACEBOOK? THOSE ARE SO UGLY” and my mom laughs so hard and she’s like “because you’re so ugly!!” And I just there just dumbfounded and I’m like.. “Yo, mom you’re such a bitch” and the woman is still laughing...
I don't know your name and story.
But knowing who you hang out and what kind of people they are?
Will speak enough for me, because chances are, if you are different from them. It shines. If you exactly like them and act exactly as they do?
Well, you are who your friends are.
Score.
It was a unanimous decision that I smelled good.
OH YEAH. Came from work and I still smelled good?
That’s boss.
Good morning.
I hate waking up in this cold weather. Why am I so stubborn and insist on wearing a tshirts and shorts in bed? I mean yeah, when I’m going to sleep I can tough it out and I get really warm, then I wake up and feel how cold it is and I really just lay here thinking,
“Ahh.. maybe I’ll just hibernate for the rest of winter because I don’t really wanna get up..”
lol....
Adele.
that's so cute.
:’) I’m so awkward I never know what to say. But I actually really do appreciate it when people actually take the time to message me on facebook, text me, bbm me. Just to say
“I love your blog.”
hahaha. I’m such a dork.
Hahahaha.
I walked in the door and my cousin was like..
‘I saw your video on facebook. You’re a retard’
Tomorrow.
I’m going to Tim Hortons, I’m going to have an awesome conversation with Janine and AJ and we’re going to lose track of time and then go find a dress for Kim Garcia’s debut then Fernando told me he wanted to come over, so I shall let him do that if he’s still down. Gotta be at tims by 10:15, woop.
Okay, going to enjoy my day before school starts.
heyitschan asked: Oh my God, please, stop blogging. Your writing is just too on point tonight, I can't keep up.
You make me think of someone wonderful but I can't...
you say I’m not your type but I can make you sway.
You're somewhere between the girl of my dreams and...
OMG
I swear I’m going to fucking burst with everything just mixing in from my heart and mind.
I wish I played an instrument, that would work better, just playing until my fingers bleed.
instead, I type ‘til they cramp.
My wife for life, yo.
If I married a girl, I need a girl that dreams big. Making it in a world of opinions that will absolutely tear you apart limb by limb. I need someone who’s got bigger opinions and a mind that goes straight to my soul. I need a woman with the brains to spit words that match her beauty.
Uh hell yeah I know.
I was talking to a friend and they were like “Wow, when you have a girlfriend she will be lucky!”
Well fuck yes I know that. What the fuck, I think if the girl is in my life. I will know she’s one of the biggest blessings in my life and I would most definitely treat her that way.
Despite all my comments like, “YO. She’ll love me more than I love her, yada...
“That’s the problem with hardcore Jesus worshippers, they scare the faith...”
– www.roneykaith.tumblr.com
Kissing a girl and liking it doesn’t mean you’re a homosexual. But maybe if you actually sat down and thought about the future and saw it working out, going to your parents and proudly introducing them to the family, even if it could have a really bad reaction. Loving them because the way they love you is exactly what you’ve always needed.
Yeah I think that’s what most...
I smile everyday.
Because I had braces for 2 years and $8000, yes I am showing off my grills.
But seriously,
even if I’m feeling really shitty during the day. My smile could have maybe helped someone pull through. Seriously, it’s the little things that do the most damage.
Well, to stop me from stripping my heart down to...
You know, I really like wearing my shorts under my jeans. I wore spandex before, but no. It’s so damn comfortable.
Why I never say a word.
Everyones a mess and when I get them alone in a room and I say something,
they come undone.
There’s only so many tears I can wipe off someones face and telling them how beautiful they are.
I can only give so many reminders.
What a shame.
When you stumble across that friends facebook, you see them on the street. Is it only me or do you analyze who they replaced you with?
I watch how they’ve changed them. How stupid they’ve become. They probably think the same way of me. I actually observe old friendships.
How do you go from someone I called crying in the middle of the night to someone who I kind of dread saying hello...
Religion vs. Me
I don’t think anyone has a damn clue how hard it is to praise a God who people interpret to judge. Who is just so good to the world that he’s so damn passive to allow others to misinterpret who he or she, it, really is.
I don’t want to come back to YFC standing a room full of people with spirits so high on God while mine can’t even fathom the thought of stepping into a...
Bible baanggaa.
Last night I was catching up with a friend in YFC and he says to me, “oh you should come back! You just busy because of work?” And I said, “no. I don’t know what I believe in.” And he said.. “Shame.”
SHAME? Shame?!?! It’s like Catholicism is the only damn religion that makes sense these days, they’re all fucked up in one way or another. I mean...
Don't you hate it when someone knows they have a...
You sit there and they tell you exactly what they want, and you look at them in that “Are you fucking kidding me?” way and they throw their cutest face on and you just sit the fuck down and let them win. Always saying we refuse to be held down but there you are, willingly sitting down.
I think I'm the only one..
I play with my food.
Like gummy bears for example.
I take the yellow and the red one and bite off different parts and make Winnie the Pooh.
lol. Go try it, it’s fun.
OK YEAH.
I am watching porn right now, guys yo, what the fuck is this.
These bitches ride the dick and don’t even like it, I swear.
What a typical way to start conversation.
My boy: Whats your favorite color?
Me: uh Idk red and blue idk? what's yours?
My boy: Blue green and red.
Me: Ooh ok I know mine, blue, red and purple. . .. so who's your favorite pornstar?
My boy: Asa Akira. google her
Me: Ooh she has a nice vagina!
My boy: She's so hot.
Me: I'm watching her put oil all over herself.
My boy: Who's your favorite pornstar?
Me: I don't watch porn.
My boy: OMG. I'll get you hooked on it.
Okay, I'll try.
Ok, time to find the inner dancer in me..
This might be disastrous.